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Sunday, August 19, 2012

Settling In

Whirlwind describes the last seven days. Last week at this time I was driving to Spokane. Right now I'm sitting at my desk in my new dorm room. Last week my mom and I were driving in her VW together, but this week she's riding with Dad home. Tanner's Hondo, Tanner, myself, and lots of necessities are left here in California.
What a lot we have done. We came expecting to move me into my room and have a nice few days before registration on Thursday. Thanks to our good family friends, the Shaffers, we worked on renovations in the ladies' dorm. How many college kids paint their own room? I did, along with my parents, Tanner, and Steven. All the rooms got painted, except for 2 (12/14 isn't too bad). We moved furniture all over the place. The place is looking good. Our lobby will be quite lovely.
Mom and Dad left me yesterday. It was a day of some hot tears flowing down my checks, but, I was encouraged by the kindness of the Shaffers and some of the girls here.
I'll write more later. Classes are still being worked out and schedules made. :) The settling in process isn't the easiest, but it's working... slowly but surely.
My Bedroom!

Girls' Lobby :)

Saturday, August 11, 2012

The Lasts

There’s something about the lasts that wrings every emotion in my soul.

Homesick before even leaving home? I’m at the summit of my leaving-home-for-college experience.

It’s my last night in my bedroom. The last night to say goodnight to everyone in my family. We had our last supper together, walked our last trail in home country, and said good-bye to church family—so many things, so many lasts.

Leaving for school has forced me to give my chickens a new home, find ideas for boarding my horse, and is ripping me from my family. At least my brother is going to be there. I’m the epitome of a homebody. These lasts are killing me…

I’ll be home in December. I’m counting the days.

Adventure begins at 10:00 AM tomorrow morning.

Weimar College, I’m coming. God has a purpose. This painful feeling of leaving home for real hurts, but it’s not the last time I’ll be home. I’m just temporarily away.

Last Sabbath together as the three Martins

My home

I took my last long ride of the summer

Meet Princess, my Morab mare. Last goofy photo for a long time

My pathetic flower basket... But I'm going to miss watering it!

My room downstairs-- see the curtains? I love this place. Amazing bedroom!!

My former chicken coop. No long full of life. Oh the pain of saying bye to my little birds...

Beautiful sunflowers in the garden

Garden view of the upstairs of my house

Yeah, this is going to hurt... I hate lasts.

About to start the adventure of life. Please keep praying for me!

Tuesday, July 31, 2012

Laborers Together With God-YD Camp Reflections

Is it possible to write about all the blessings of working with the hearts of young people for two weeks? Or about the lessons I learned as a counselor? Or the ways God called me to higher ground? If you’ve ever experienced Young Disciple Youth Bible Camp, you understand part of the amazing summer I’ve spent away from home.
It was hard to leave my home, knowing I was going away for nearly three of the five remaining weeks I had at home, but my experience at Camp was worth the sacrifice of my summer, my time, and my family enjoyment. For nearly one-third of my life I’ve spent most of the month of July in Inchelium, Washington. My life was changed from being rebellious, self-pleasing, and self-centered to a Christian young person striving to live by the light God has given me. I am one of the hundreds, possibly thousands, of fruits of Young Disciple Ministries. Because my life was changed during the tender years of my existence, I return year after year to Inchelium to be a co-laborer with Christ in working with the hearts of children twelve to seventeen years of age.
Friday night of Youth Leadership Training I was handed my assignment—counselor of the oldest girls’ unit, Daughters of God. I’ve been a counselor at YDYBC for five years now, so I’ve had these girls many times. Yet, every time I’m handed my pink name tag and unit assignment, I am humbled. Working with the hearts of girls nearly past the tender age of seventeen (a time when hearts begin to hardened) is a sacred trust. Once again, I felt the sacredness of this assignment. With careful prayer, I prepared ideas for worship talks, devotion sharing, and ways to bind the hearts of my campers together and to my co-counselor and I. 
Outdoors Camp began on July 15. My unit was amazing. My girls were sweet. It was nearly an “angel unit”—a name not to be said since it tends to end as a curse rather than a descriptor of good campers. But one girl was obviously struggling. One day, midweek, we had a chance to have a real heart-to-heart conversation—a deep one, concerning being worthy of Christ’s plan of salvation despite our shortcomings. I was encouraged. It was the most precious conversation I’ve ever had at Camp with one of my campers. She stayed both weeks and by the end of camp two days ago, she went home a changed person. I’ve never seen someone change so fast. She went from complaining about being bitten from mosquitoes constantly to encouraging her unit mates constantly. My heart still thrills over this young woman’s desire to press on!
Our second week of YD Camp began on July 22nd -Mission Music Camp. The first night, after Campfire, I had my campers write their goals for the week—the ways they hoped to be challenged and called higher. Through the week, one girl kept opening expressing her very blatant distaste for heaven (!) and for spiritual things and her inability to please her mother. I told her of my experience as a rebellious teenager and how Camp changed me. I wrote her a lot of Camp-O-Grams last week, telling her very straightforwardly about what Jesus wants to do and how He has helped me –and so many others. We had a lot of good talks. Yet still, she fought. Sabbath night we have testimony time after our Campfire talk. She didn’t go up. I was sad, yet I kept praying inwardly. But, as the theme song was sung one final time, she gave me a big hug. We walked away from the Campfire circle, arm over arm. She was singing and humming. I stopped just within earshot of the soundtrack playing our theme song. She brokenly said, “That song… I can’t explain what I feel… But… I… want to choose Jesus.” What a giant hug I gave her and she gave me! Seeing her peaceful smile replace her drawn, forced smiles all week was worth sacrificing all my summer for my whole life! She has a lot to face going home, but by God’s grace, much prayer, and support she is going to change her life!
God closed the door to go to GYC Europe. How I wanted to go. YD Camp was on the back of my mind- I’ve not missed a year since I was 13. YD asked me to teach child evangelism classes again this year. I said yes and in that way committed to Camp this summer. How glad I am it worked out this way. I was just where God wanted me. Just when I needed it most, I was reminded that soul saving, especially that of the young people of this world, is my life-work! I never want to loose that fire. It was rekindled as it had never been before this year at YD. And, who knows how my presence there may have affected lives. God may likely use me, and you, to touch someone that no one else can. When I look at my ministry to the youth of YD Camp, I determine to never let the opportunity go to reach out.
Yes, I was challenged, I was invigorated, I was encouraged and I recommend the ministry of a godly youth Bible camp to every person. It’s a joy to be a young disciple: a high classed, privileged young person learning and growing in Christ.

Thursday, July 12, 2012

And It Starts Again


It’s camp time again. This is my eighth summer at Young Disciple Youth Bible Camp. It feels weird to be the oldest, most experienced girls’ counselor. We’re in the thick of counselor training right now.  I always appreciate this preparation time; I forget so much throughout the year, and it really helps me focus on how I can prayerfully prepare to let the Lord work through me.
This is going to be an interesting year. So many people are gone—Cheyenne Francis, Mr. Kim, Mrs. Riechard, Mrs. Osterman, Mrs. Prettyman, and others. I’m glad that the Prewitts could make time out of their busy schedule for YD Camp. It’s a sacrifice to be here. So many of the old counselors of my camper and early counseling days have moved on. I feel like a new generation of counselors is arriving… I’m not that old either. =) But anyway, I’m glad that new people are being trained in how to keep this camp YD, where campers are high class, privileged young people learning and growing in Christ.
I’m sitting on the Gems for Jesus cottage’s porch. Quiet time in the cabin is hotter than in the tents. I’m enraptured by the view. The birds’ songs (and raven’s caws) fill the air. Camp is in the air. I’m excited!
Keep the counselors, staff, and campers in prayer!
I’ll try to keep you posted!  

Friday, July 6, 2012

It's For More Than Just the Obvious


I was catching up with my cousin, Ariel Hempel, last night on the phone. If you’ve ever met my beautiful cousin, you’ll know she radiates beauty both without and within. She reflects her Creator. I’m blessed in every conversation with her. What struck me last night as we talked about our classes at school for this fall was how she wanted to take on so large a credit load and her academy responsibilities but she was going to pray about it some more.

Once we hung up, my mind pondered how she prays about things. I do pray, or, at least I have in the past and do about some things everyday with sincere earnestness. But, this school-planning phone conversation woke me up to the lesson that I have to pray about everything in my life! That’s more than just about what degree to go for, which school to attend, the trials my family is undergoing—it’s about the things I know I know what to do on. What a reality check. Sounds easy.

My good Savior gave me a test today! So soon after conviction – amen? An acquaintance of some years emailed me about considering a mission break. I’m going to pray about it. Right now I feel that I know how to answer, but I am going to take some time to sincerely pray over this matter. Sounds easy still, but now to instill it as a primary-defense mechanism, to use a biology term (^_^).

Praying is so simple, but I don’t turn to it as quickly or as often as I should. Prayer is a privilege, so why do I neglect it? I know prayer has power. I’ve seen it at work. And I believe in God’s care and concern for my unique situation and circumstances. I want to make prayer my first line of defense in this warfare against evil. I want to make prayer, that connection to the very throne of God, my lifeline!

Here’s to praying more, friends! =)

Good Intentions

Good intentions- we all know how those go. I’ve had some pretty first-rate experiences with them, especially along the lines of language, for which I am going to muse upon in this post.
Five years ago I had this good intention of learning Romanian from some of my family’s good friends. That was five years ago. All I can say is “what is this?” (phonetically CHA EST AUSTA?) and “this is___”(AUSTA ESTA___), mulţumesc, da, nu, cheh my fahch?, and a few other random phrases (one of which translates something like “go jump in the spinach”- expressly used as one of our girls’ chief insults to Romanian teenage boys). Our Romanian friends, a population of which that seems to be growing rapidly among our acquaintances, have decided that they’ve babied us too much. They say we’re going to learn now. I hope their good intention pay off; we’ll see. It could happen since they’re moving to the school I’m going to in 6 week. Now I’ll see them every day rather than two or three times a week.  I’d love to rattle off in their strange tongue while interspersing it with brief phases of English, like they do so irkingly to us Martins! :-)
Another good intention of mine started well over eight years ago, before my family went to Europe the first time. I diligently started learning French, so as to act as the family interpreter while on our four-day leg of our month long European vacation in that country. I learned a few nice things, such as how to say that a monkey is eating a banana on an airplane and that the baby is crying, but I never was able to use these phrases to the natives of France. The best I did was order five baguettes at a small bakery out near Normandy beach one windy, Sunday November afternoon. After this depressing language venture, my French intention didn’t take me past one year of French in high school. Sadly to say, although my love for this language didn’t go away, my desire to study it did. However, I still intended to learn it— one day. The best I’ve done at this language endeavor was French 1 as a part of my recent Associate of Arts degree. At least I now know some really helpful things in French…
I intend to learn a language. I’ve tasted one and love it. My Romanian mother, for Luminiţa Shaffer is my second mom, brought her mother over about two years ago from Romania. Lily can’t speak any English other then “Thank you” and “Happy Sabbath”. Sign language is hard. How I wish I could speak to her. She talks and I can’t tell what she wants! You know that language barrier- isn’t it frustrating? I want to learn a language fluently. I’m going to. I intend to. I have ideas of language school going through my head. I may go next fall, honestly (2013-2014). You hear the gears of my active imagination-concerning-my-education turning, don’t you? These ones are well oiled, I tell you. My thoughts vacillate between France or Germany, but Norway tempts me, too. . . I really love French, but I have strong ties to German and Norwegian. So, we’ll see. I
Having a good intention is part of the spice of life. A motivation to keep us pressing forward; it helps us from noticing all the bumps of life at present of or our pasts. I strongly believe that intending is a good thing. We can’t leave it at intention only. You can see I intended much in my past but haven’t done so much to attain my intentions. I intend to succeed but if I don’t preserve to successful completion, my intention is for naught- and I’m not going to go there any more. So, I am going to learn a language.
And as a random side note to those of you who read this far in this post, let’s get English down pat. My intelligent sister Cayce, a French 1-3 in college kind-of-girl, told me that American English has 1 word that has a masculine and feminine form—blond and blonde. Thank you France! So, for all you blonde girls out there, spell your hair color like you mean it, and all you blond guys, keep the e off it, if you please. :) ~ See, learning another language actually helps us learn English better!  
Cami & Tanner, France 2004

Saturday, June 30, 2012

The End of An Era

Completion. It’s a word that implies a multitude of different ideas, all the result of an effort. But for me, it’s a word that represents the result of two and half years of hard work in school. You know about my journey, you’ve witnessed my struggles and victories, and you know that I’ve desired God’s leading. Well, since my resettled decision last August to remain home and finish my Associate of Arts degree from Spokane Falls Community College, I’ve not looked back. I’ve been blessed in this last year’s adventure more than I ever dreamed. The conversations I’ve had, the friendships I’ve cultivated, and the personal growth I’ve experienced with one more year at junior college has left me speechless. I must thank my God and my family for never failing me.
And here it is. The end! Completion. Success.

But yet the journey continues.

I thank God for His hand in my life. I thank God for the people in my life. I thank God for the opportunities He’s given me. I thank God for education, for a mind, for a purpose.

A chapter closes, never to be edited, never to be repeated. But the book of my life has been beautiful with God's scripting.
And my mother is my biggest supporter!
Last year at this time I had a photo with this amazing girl. I'm so thankful for my best friend
My mentor Mr. Price (biology instructor), Amanda, Isabel, and myself